Okay who messed with my site!  Yes - It's now pretty.  But I DIDN'T DO THIS!!!!!!!!  Brianna why do I have a feeling you did this??????

Okay, first of all - Jessi and Brinana try to control yourselves.  Yes, I am finally updating.  What, after 3 months????  :)  Anyway things are actually going pretty good here.  I really do like my new job even though it gives me big headaches somedays.  Way too much thinking sometimes and then my brain freezes and I can just sing dumb little children's songs.  It isn't really the same since Amy left.  We just don't interact well and I have this annoying habit of hurting the new girls feelings and I'M REALLY NOT TRYING TO.  In fact I'm trying my hardest to be nice and make her feel included.  Yesterday, Ed said that someone could go home early.  And I heard her on the phone with her husband who got off work early.  So I told her that she could go, because I was still in the middle of stuff.  She got upset at me!!!  Oh well....

I guess as of this weekend, I will only have one roommate.  I really can't wait to get the dresser out of my dining room!!!!  I think I may repaint that room b/c there are marks on the wall.  Any volunteers for help?  You just let me know and I will put you to work!  :) 

The only big thing going on, will be ongoing for a while.  It definately looks like I will be going to Japan for Junko's wedding.  Your mission is to monitor my spending!!!  I CANNOT go out to eat a ton or buy new stuff (after Christmas, that is) until I have at least the flight money saved.  Believe me, it will take 8 months to do that.  But it will be worth it!!!  I am sooo super excited.

All right - I seriously have to get some work done now.  Love you bunches and let me know what is going on this weekend.  K?

Okay, Im updating today, simply because I fear the wrath of Jessi.  :)  Way too much to tell at this point and not enough time to tell it. 

Highlights:

VBS - FuN!!!  The kids are SO cute and they seem to be enjoying themselves.

Work- Busy!!!  Amy decided to stay here which means no change in position for me.  Oh well, God has his reasons.

Home - Haven't Been There!!!

Friends - Love Them!!  Although there is one who is on my bad list right now.  (Because he did the evil thing!)

Allright, I'll put more on here later when I have some free time.  Love you all!

I got a fortune cookie at lunch today:  " VERSATILITY IS ONE OF YOUR OUTSTANDING TRAITS"  

Only one more work day (after today of course) and then its the WEEKEND!  Woohoo!!  I feel like this has been one of the longest weeks EVER.  Oh well.  Most of the time I whine about how fast everything is going.  Maybe I should just be thankful that, for once, it is going slow. 

Okay, so yesterday I ACTUALLY TOLD SOMEONE HOW I FELT.  Imgagine!  Me - saying what I feel instead of trying to avoid confrontation at all costs!  Growth moment, maybe?  I even said No to someone.  (Okay, so I ended up going against my no..which was fine Bri, so calm down!)  Going against my no was okay because I ended up having fun.  But let me note how much I despise the sound of my voice.  Stupid karoke machines sound weird.  I truly apologize if the way I heard myself is the way everyone normally hears me.  Ick!

There are times when I am just soooo tired of the way things are.  I want to change me and I want things around me to change but I don't know how.  I seem to be stuck on one of those kiddie toys that keeps going around and around and around.  I'm not sure what the answer is but I hope I find it soon.  Its not so much that I'm sad about some of the now not so recent changes.  I am sad, don't get me wrong.  But I know that in the end it will be for my best.  Its just this floating thing that is started to get to me.  I want to not FEEL so much.  I'm reading this book that a friend gave me and guess who is mentioned - Cinderella.  Several times.  Right now, it is talking about how woman were designed to need love and to want to feel like someone is willing to fight for her.  Because we are made in the image of God and that is the part of God that desires us (humans) to love Him and to be willing to fight for Him.  So why do I feel so stupid that I want that.  Seriously, if that is how I am designed, than I should be okay about craving someone to love me and to want to protect me.  But I don't feel okay about it.  I feel weak and stupid.  Who knows.

Okay, sorry, didn't mean to get so serious and melodramatic.  It's just how I feel this morning.  I'm the only one in the office right now, so I decided to vent.  Hope you have a good day.